Joel is writing up lyrics to a song when he hears Billy scream. He puts down his notebook and walks towards the living roomjust in time to see Billy and Benji walkin in. He notices the
squirt gun sitting on the floor. (What the fuck is going on here?)
He hears noises in the living room and takes a peek inside to see what's going on. Billy is on top of Benji and they are making out on the couch.
Joels POV:
Oh great. (one lone tear rolls down his cheeck) the love of my life is making out with some one else. How could this happen?! I though he loved me!
I go back to my room, lay on my bed and cry. My heart has just been broken by the one I love. I grab the lyrics I have just written and rip them up. Don't need these anymore. I guess I'll
never get to confess my love for you. Oh, how much I love you...BENJI! I know your my brother but, I always felt something between us. Something other than brotherly love I've known for a while that Benji was gay. Although he didn't know that I knew. I was hoping that he would feel the same way about me as I did about him. But now that Billy bastard has to
come along and ruin everything.
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Joel goes into his closet, way in the back and grabs his bottle of Vodka. It's almost all the way full.
"Here's to my lost love" whispers Joel holding the bottle up to his lips
He takes a swig...and then another.........
(a/n..i know another short chapter...but yeh well wat ya gonna do???
surprised you didn't I??? lol i know i surprised my friend when she
read it!)
