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omg... i sincerely didn't know that starscream wrote the story one minute and twenty seconds of your time. omfg... i just realized it was you! that is my fucking favorite story of all time! it's the greatest ::bows down to starscream:: you need to update soon! it's killing me.
unfortunately i can't thank everyone this time cause there's too many people to thanks but thanks to EVERYONE WHO REVIEWED! I LOVE YOU ALL!
brandnew-ur story rox! update soon please! i read it a while ago but i forgot to tell u. whoops. ::slaps forhead::
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Billy's POV *still in his bed*
I was still sobbing a little while later, as hard as I tried to stop, I didn't think it was going to happen any time soon. He just held me and kept whispering into my ear.
"It'll be okay, he just doesn't understand." He told me.
"Maybe I am just a fag." I stuttered, trying to breath, talk, and stop crying at the same time.
"Hey, don't say that. He doesn't know what he's talking about." He told me, rubbing my head. I was still firmly pushed against his chest.
"He's my father though. If he can't accept me, who will?" I asked. No one in school accepted me.
"I will." He said, looking down at my eyes. I stopped crying and looked up.
I didn't know what to say to him, so I didn't. I leaned up and pressed my lips to his. He responded and opened his mouth slightly, allowing my tongue entrance to his mouth.
I moaned into the kiss as he let his finger slide around the edge of my ear, a very sensative spot.
A few moments later, he pulled away from the kiss and I quickly kissed his neck and began to suck on it. He was gonna have one hell of a hickey, but i didn't care, I just needed him right now. I had both of my hands resting on his chest at the moment from when he was comforting me. I took the chance now to move them. I slid one around his back to rub a straight line down his spine and the other stayed on his chest.
"You're so amazing Billy, I don't know why he can't see it." He admitted while I was still latched on his neck. (a/n: latched... lol)
I lifted my head and looked at him. He was frowning but caught my gaze and returned the smile I was beaming at him.
"No one's ever said that before." I told him honestly. He looked astounded.
"No one?" He asked, not believing me. I shook my head.
"Then I'll say it again. You're amazing, I don't know how I survived this long without you. I haven't even known you that long, but I feel so connented. Like I've known you all my life." He told me. I smiled.
"No one else knows I'm gay, I didn't even know my self until this morning." I said to him and he nodded.
"You don't understand how weird it is for Benji not to know before anyone else. He knows everything about me, my most embarrassing secrets, but not this." He said.
"My brother and mom don't know either. My sister wouldn't understand, but Brian (a/n: billy's bro) and I are pretty close. And my mom just thinks she knows everything about me." I said. He nodded, and continued his confessions.
"No one's ever seen my dad like that. EVER." He emphasized. "Not neighbors, friends, even family. Well, besides Mom, Benji, and I. I've never been able to tell anyone the stuff he does to us when he's drunk. They wouldn't believe me, or care for that matter." He said sadly, looking down.
"Well I believe you, and I care." I told him. He looked back up and locked his lips to mine once more.
After a few minutes of making out I felt his hand nervously travel down my back, when it reached my lower back I felt him hesitate. I knew what he wanted so I helped him out.
I paused the kiss and pulled back to look him in the eyes. "It's okay, Joel. I don't mind." I told him and resumed the kiss.
Slowly, he allowed his hand to travel lower and lower. Finally it came to rest on my butt. (a/n: hehe funny word)
I smiled into the kiss after he finally worked up the courage to go that far, I let my hand travel down to his ass as well and I gently began to massage.
*groan*
I smiled to myself and I rubbed up his back again, my hand slipping inside his shirt. I let it slide up his back, but back down, my fingers slipped slightly inside his boxers.
His hips bucked a little bit at this and I felt his thigh push against my hardened member, causing me to buck back.
I felt his hand slide off my butt and around to my hard dick and began to rub me through my boxers. I moaned loudly and broke the kiss as my mouth fell open and I leaned my forhead against him. This being his first time with anyone, he thought he had done something wrong and quickly pulled away.
Not being able to form any coherent words, I just linked my fingers through his and brought them back to my harness, and moved his hand against me again. I moaned loudly again and he chuckled.
"Like that, huh?" He asked me. I nodded and I felt him quicken his pace. "I can feel how much you like that." He said and kissed me again.
I painfully removed his hands from my throbbing cock and in one swift motion I straddled him on the bed and leaned down again to kiss him.
Slowly, to tease him, I started to grind into him. His head flew back into my pillows, his mouth opened and I bit his bottom lip, pulling back slightly before bringing my head back.
"Like THAT huh?" I asked, mocking him. Much like me, he nodded his head and I decided, for both of our sakes, that I should speed up a little.
"O jesus, Billy." He moaned. I lifted his shirt over his head and rubbed my hand up and down his chest, letting my fingers slide over his hardened nipples.
With the little energy he had at the moment, he reached up and removed my shirt and it quickly joined his on the floor. I leaned down and be began suckling on the tender flesh of my neck, I was sure I would have one hell of a mark there by morning, but I didn't care at the moment.
I continued to grind into him and as he sucked on my neck and began on his collar bone. Just it was getting good, he stopped.
"Billy, are you sure? I don't want you to do this just because your upset and want to feel better..." He said.
I looked him in the eyes and answered....
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DUN DUN DUN! hehe. well if u wanna know what his answer is.... REVIEW!!!!!! i know, i'm a bitch. :-D but that's why u love me!! hehe jk review review review!
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