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thanks to everyone for reviewing and i'll get right to the story...
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Billy's POV
We laid there for a few minutes together before Joel finally spoke up.
"Oh yea, to answer your question... you can stay here for as long as you want. No problem." He told me. I smiled and snuggled into him further.
"thanks." I said simply. He nodded and kept running his fingers through my hair as he had been doing.
"Come on, let's get you dressed." He told me and I rolled off him. He stood up (he was still fully clothed) and walked to my backpack.
"Black or red?" He asked me. uhh..
"Black. duh." I said obviously. He laughed.
"I shoulda known." He said and I just smiled.
"I think you should wear the fishnet again, that's hot." He said. I laughed and nodded.
"If you say so." I told him and he smiled.
"Oooonly the fishnet?" He suggested.
I rolled my eyes. "No, with a shirt." I told him. He pouted and mumbled 'fine'.
He walked back over to me and slipped on a pair of black silk boxers and My black bondage pants. Then he crawled onto the bed and straddled me and told me to sit up. I did so and before I knew it... we were face to face.
He leaned in and kissed me quickly before raising the shirt in his hands.
"How bout only the fishnet just for now...?" He asked with a smile. I gave in. I couldn't not give in to that smile.
"Fine, but if we go out, i'm putting a shirt on." I told him. His face broke into an even bigger smile and he pulled the fishnet shirt over my body.
"Damn, you're sexy." He told me. I blushed, causing him to laugh.
"You're such a dork." He told me. I laughed and punched him playfully on the arm, and in return causing an all out tickle war.
*insane giggling*
"st-oppp" I laughed. He kept tickling me. I couldn't stop laughing.
"Not until you say it." He told me.
"Never!!" I squealed, still giggling. He tickled my sides.
"Say it!!" He protested.
"Fine. Joel Madden is the sexiest guy on the planet and I will comply to his ever desire." I repeated as he had earlier instructed.
"...and" He urged me to continue.
"and I love him very much?" I ended with an innocent grin.
"that wasn't the end, but it works just as well." He said, and stopped tickling.
I sighed and sat up. He was still straddling my lap. (a/n: did u ever wonder where your lap goes when you stand up? hm..)
"Hungry?" He asked me. I nodded and he got off me and led me downstairs. Katie was eating breakfast. (that's his mom... 'member?)
"Morning boys." She said perkily.
"Good morning Mrs.--" I caught myself. "Katie." I finished, she smiled.
"haha you're getting better." She said and continued to read the paper.
"Mom we'll go to school tomorrow, sorry about today it was just a sudden thing" Joel began to explain but she stopped him.
"It's okay, I know you wouldn't skip unless it was important. I'm here if either of you need to talk." She said, damn if my mom was this sweet i'd be there now.
"Mom, I have something I need to tell you." He said. He glanced at me and I nodded.
"But don't tell Benji yet, I want to tell him myself." He told her.
"Okay, go ahead." She urged.
"Well ya see..." He began but seemed to have trouble finding the words. "uhh.. I'm sort of.. well.." He stuttered. I turned to him. By now we were both sitting. So I turned to him and he was still looking at her so I hooked my finger underneith his chin and turned his head to face me. I leaned in quickly and locked my lips to his. The kiss was short and sweet, lasting only about 2 seconds, but was still gentle enough to let her know it wasn't just show.
"Ohhh. Joel, sweetie. I'm your mother. I know all, i have eyes in the back of my head, remember? I've known since before you did." She said shaking her head. "It's okay, I really don't mind. But i'm glad you felt that you could tell me." She said and hugged him, rubbing his back.
They were locked together in their embrace for what seemed like forever, but was only about 2 minutes in reality. I wish my mother could have been this accepting. I lowered my head and looked at the floor trying not to cry.
"Billy, what's wrong baby?" I heard Joel ask, walking over to me. The tears I had been trying to hold back started to fall. He lifted my face up to meet his gaze and saw I was crying.
"Billy.." He whispered. He raised his other hand and gently brushed away the tears that were running down my cheeks. When they were brushed away and new ones silently made more tracks down my face, he pulled me into him and I cried into his chest.
"Sweetie, tell me what's wrong." He begged me.
I tried to stop crying so I could tell him but I just couldn't. So I choked it out as best I could. "My mom.." I began, "she hates me." After I said it, the realization sort of hit me. Things between us would never be the same. Even if she apologized, which I wasn't expecting her to do, I would always remember how much she hurt me. And my father. But my relationship with my mother was so much closer than that of my father's.
"Shh, it's okay." He soothed. He was rubbing my back and both his arms were wrapped around me. My hands were tightly clenched to the fabric of his shirt and I was trying to calm myself down.
Suddenly I felt a light hand on the shoulder. I stopped crying and turned around.
"Billy, you're welcome to stay here as long as you need-- want to." Joel's mom told me. I nodded and wiped the tears off my face.
"Thanks." I whispered to both of them. She smiled and nodded, then walked away so I could be alone with Joel.
"You okay sweetie?" He asked, concerned. I nodded and put on my best smile.
"I'll be fine." I told him. He hugged me quickly and we sat down to eat our cereal.
About 5 minutes later Benji walked in.
"Benji, shouldn't you be in school?" Joel asked him.
"Pfft. Shouldn't you be in school?" He asked back laughing.
"Point taken." Joel said, also laughing.
"Benji, can you sit down for a minute?" Joel asked, suddenly very serious.
"Sure." He said and sat down across the table from us.
"We have something to tell you.." He began. But was suddenly cut off by a loud, hard banging on the door.
We ran into the living room, a bit scared. Katie was ready to open the door and motioned for us to go into the closet a few feet over. We did so but left it open a crack to look out.
She opened the door to reveal a screaming figure.
"Who the hell do you think you are?!?! Where's the kid?! I get a call from the school that the kid isn't there!" My mom screamed from outside the doorway. I gasped when I saw her and Joel quickly covered my mouth.
"I'm sorry, but Billy is sick today so he won't be going to school." Katie told her boldy.
"Well, are you going to let me in?!" My mom yelled rudely.
"I don't think that's a good idea. He's highly contagious." She said. "and I don't think he wants to see you."
"Fine." She said loudly and started to walk away.
"Mrs. Martin? Billy's is going to stay here for a few days. Is that Okay?" Katie asked sweetly.
"Fine, whatever. Keep him for all I care." She mumbled and walked away. Katie slammed the door.
"come on out." She told us, sighing.
"Billy, how much of that did you hear?" She asked with a sad look on her face.
I mumbled 'all of it' and darted up the stairs.
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Bitch. I mean ::clears throat:: end chapter 16!! what'd ya'll think? hehe like it? hate it? review! and lemme know! again, please read those stories, they rock. and review nice!
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