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I'm a lil upset cause i got like no reviews last chapter :-( sooo... yea.
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Billy's POV
I guess I really wasn't as upset as I had thought I was because by the time I got upstairs, I was more angry than sad. I knew she hated me but she didn't have to rub it in my face one last time. Sure, I was hurt but the anger I felt far outweighed my hurt.
I had built up a wall in the last 24 hours. A wall that kept my feelings in. Joel rushed into the room after me and tried to calm me.
"Billy, are you okay?" He asked first.
"What? Yea, I'm fine." I said quickly. He looked at me skeptically.
"I'm fine." I repeated. "Let's go back down and finish talking to Benji." I suggested. He looked at me.
"Billy..." He began, but I cut him off.
"Joel, I'm fine. Let's go." I said and he nodded skeptically, but followed me downstairs.
"Billy, sweetie?" I heard Katie's voice.
"Yea?" I asked.
"Are you--" She drifted off, but still looked at me.
"Yea, I'm okay." I said. She smiled and left teh room.
"Benj?" Joel yelled. Moments later Benji came walking into the room.
"Yo." He grunted.
"okay, so back to what we were talking about.." He began.
Benji sat down on a chair across from us and looked at Joel.
"Well, Billy and I--" Joel began, but stopped. "Me and Billy--" He started again. "we--" He started again. I laughed inwardly and linked my hand through his. Benji looked down immediately and saw. A smile spread across his face and a knowing look.
"Congratulations." Benji said smiling. Joel sighed, sounding a bit relieved.
"You're okay with it?" Joel asked.
"Joel... we're twins, remember? Like as in... the same?" Benji stated. Joel nodded dumbly.
"exactly the same?" Benji added. I go tit by now but Joel was still clueless.
"Joel, ya know Paul?" He questioned.
"Our best friend Paul? Yea, I'm pretty sure we've met.." Joel joked.
"Well.. Me and Paul.. Paul and I are.." Benji started. Joel's eyes widened knowingly, he was finally getting it. He smiled.
"You're-" Joel started but was cut off by Benji nodding his head.
"We've been together for a few months now." He said and Joel frowned.
"Months? I didn't even notice." Joel said sadly. Benji waved it off nonchalantly.
"Joel, you've been going through some pretty hard stuff lately, I understand. Plus, we weren't really ready to tell everyone. Not yet at least." Benji explained. Joel looked down at his lap and nodded.
Benji leaned over and embraced Joel. He quickly responded and hugged back. They separated a few moments later and Joel took my hand once again, and led me up to his room.
"I'm glad everyone knows now, I feel better." He said. I nodded and hugged him, then laid down across his bed. He laid down with me and curled into me. We stayed there for only a short while. It occured to me that I was hungry since we never ate breakfast.
"I'm hungry" Joel stated. I laughed. He looked at me confused and I shook my head.
"Nothing." I said.
"I'll bring us something to eat. Stay here." He told me. He kissed me quickly on the lips then pulled away.
"Mm." He mumbled, after pulling away. Then he leaned back in and his hands roamed up my shirt. He kissed me quickly, but passionately and got up again.
"I'll be right back." He said, stressing the word 'right'. I nodded and relaxed on his bed. I heard a car pull in the driveway.
Just then Joel poked his head back into the room. "breakfast or lunch?" He asked. I shrugged.
"Surprise me." I said. He smiled, and left again. I started thinking after he left the room about how lucky I was to have Joel. He actually understood what I was going through. He's the first person that's ever even tried to understand me. I wasn't used to that, but I think I could get used to it.
I looked around his room and my eyes caught a picture frame with a picture of Joel and Benji in it. They were laughing at something. I picked up the photo to look at it, but suddenly I heard a loud crash and scream from downstairs.
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OOOOOO! what's the crash? who's the scream? dun dun dun. review and u shall find out! thanks to amy for thanking me and liking my story! rock on chica!
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