Ive known him all my life, hes my brother, my twin, we
practically share the same brain.  But, he didnt know that I was gay.Ive known almost all my life, okay maybe not, it just seems like it.  I dont even remember when it first started.  Hmmmwell back to the subject.  Joel has no idea.  I dont know when I am going to tell him.  Maybe I will soonheh yeah thats about as good a chance as Good Charlotte making it big someday.  Were just some high school garage band that is only so-so.  Weve got great vocals (Joel) but I just started playing guitar about a year ago. 
 

 Its senior year and im in my 8th period class.  I like to call it, nap time.  Although, today I decide against my usual nap.  There is a new kid in school,  Billy Martin.  Whe the hell is he joining drama??  I only took it because Joel said it was easy but its filled with preppies who they theyre going to be some big actors someday.  Yeah, whatever, in their dreams.  The teachers introduces Billy and looks around for a seat for him.

"Okay now Billy, where are we going to sit you?  Oh! There is a
seat back there next to Benjamin.  Benjamin, please explain to
Billy what we are working on right now."

"Hey man,  you can call me Benji Benjamin is so..ugh."

"Hey Benji, so is this class as kick-back as everyone says it is?"

Sweet! Hes here for kick-back just like me.  Check out that Rancid shirt, the kids got taste.  And, wow, that shirt shows off his body really well.  Damn I just noticed how hot this dude is. 
 

 I look up from his shirt and see him staring at me with those awesome ice-blue eyes perfectly lined with eyelinerhow HOT!

 

"uh Benji, you still here?"

 

"Oops sorry, what were we talking about?"

 

"Oh nevermine, you scared me for a second there."

"Uh, sorry, didnt get enough sleep last night."

 

"Its alright, so whats going on in this class?"

"Fuck if I know, this is my sleep class."

 

"Thats cool with mesounds good."

 

 He lays his head down on his desk and closes his eyes.  I take this moment to study him a little bit more but maybe I shouldnt look too muchdont want to get caught staring again